Hello, my mother passed away on May 2nd. It has been really difficult. I have four siblings and we already have a strained relationship, this has torn us further apart. I feel as if I've lost my past and my siblings along with my mother.
Loss of my mother
Posted by Anonymous on May 12, 2020, 3:38 p.m. PDT
I'm sorry for your loss Erika. I know what you mean, it's like a bad dream. My mother also possibly passed from the virus. She had pneumonia and was on oxygen and had a high fever. But due to her other illness's, it's still undetermined. My heart goes out to you, I will pray for you.
I also lost my mother on April the 8th it was sudden and unexpected her kidneys and liver shut down and heart complications I miss her so much I used to take her to lunch and we would talk for hours I took care of her for the last 5 years I did everything for her and now my schedule has changed and during the days I find I have nothing to do after work when I'm usually running errands for her or making and eating dinner with her and miss her so much I don't know what to do My mom often asked mewhy do I take such good care of her and I always told her it's payback for all The Times that you took care of me when I was a little girl and she would smile at me and say I love nene .
I'll miss you always mom I love you and I'm sorry to hear of both your loss ladies my heart goes out to you.
My heart goes out to all of you. I am so sorry for your loss.
I lost my mama on December 15th, 2019 of a heart attack. We lived in different states and I hadn't seen her in about a year because of my busy schedule and planned to visit her as soon as I got vacation time/everything settled where I am. We kept in contact quite frequently and knew she was in good hands with my step dad, sister and brothers dropping by and checking in on her. I miss her so much and think about her everyday. Sometimes I listen to old voicemails so I can hear her voice.
I lost my mother on August 3, 2018 my 40th birthday. I have been lost have a lot of guilt and haven’t been the same since she has been gone. My friends say it will get better as the days go on but it’s not. This is very painful for me and especially for my kids. I don’t have anyone to look up too besides my best friend and kids. I have been pretty much in the dark and don’t know which way to turn.
I lost my mother in June 2020. She was in a nursing home and I feel so bad because her time there was miserable. She had one or two good CNA's so I am thankful for that. I was thankful they allowed me in the day before she passed. I thought when I said I would see her tomorrow that I had that tomorrow to spend time with her. I am wrought with guilt for not staying longer, not saying certain things to her, not holding her more. It catches me suddenly and it takes a bit to recover. She kissed my hand after not being in the same room with her for over four months due to covid. I console myself by remembering that I will see her again someday and deal with the guilt by referring to the word "There is therefore now no condemnation to those in Christ Jesus who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." Romans 8:1.
I have read through all your experiences. My heart goes out to you all. I too lost Momma, my best friend, my heart, on July 13th, 2020, to Septic shock. Her going literally cut out my heart because i find no reason for trying, for doing anything with zeal anymore. Thank you for sharing your stories. Sending lots of love your way.
I also lost my mom my rock my everything... she died OCTOBER 19 19.... let me tell u it doesn't get easier you just learn to live with it .. it's the hardest thing I've ever been through it's like a part of me died too I am mad angry sad pissed and I'm never happy anymore I hate it its ruining my relationship ..my brother and I dont even barely talk anymore it's crazy I need someone my mom was who I had through everything sad mad happy I told her everything.. now I cant even call her see her or hug her .. I wish heaven had a phone. shit even visit day would be ok ..
I know. I lost my mother. My heart. My rock. I lost my sense of purpose and can't find it. I don't even want to try. Sending you lots of love.