Hello my name's Joseph Arrington. Recently my best bud Paul decided to take his own life on March 26th,2021. Unfortunately myself and another friend of mine and paul's had to find him. His wife and I tried doing CPR but unfortunately it was already to late. He was only 44 years of age and we don't believe he meant to take it as far as he did. I have the image n my head of how we found him and I just can't seem to shake it. I miss him dearly and would give anything just to say goodbye to him considering the terms he left on...