I lost my oldest son November 6th 2020 and , for a while I started feeling ok, now I am feeling myself slipping backwards. I have a supportive husband , and 3 supportive children . But even though they are here, i still can’t find peace.
My son passed away from a pulmonary embolism. Undetected till too late
Posted by Dawn Reeckmann on Dec. 26, 2021, 1:46 p.m. PST
So sorry Dawn. Don't know exactly what to say. My daughter, 36, passed away 6/9/2021
Although I have a daughter and grandchildren, it doesn't seem to make it better.,The range of emotions are indescribable. Sorrow, anger, why me????
I wish I can hang on for Suzy's beloved dogs.
Although I have a daughter and grandchildren, it doesn't seem to make it better.,The range of emotions are indescribable. Sorrow, anger, why me????
I wish I can hang on for Suzy's beloved dogs.
Hi Dawn, I'm so sorry for your loss and for your struggle. My son just died Nov. 21, 2021, he was 33 years old. I have had waves of emotions but not what I ever imagined. I thought if this ever happened to me, I would literally crawl up into a ball and die. I haven't, but I know it's coming. I think I hold it together through big storms and fall apart later. I know I don't have the answers you are looking for but I do believe we all handle things so differently. I wish I had words of wisdom to give to you but I just don't. I am just starting this horrible journey of living without my Brett. It still seems so surreal. Brett was bigger than life and it's just not real that he is no longer with us. Please reach out to me for anything. I am here if anyone needs me.
Lori